Thursday, 12 January 2012

fasts

so ive decided to go on a 28 day liquid fast there seem to be many benfits of and i really need to lose weight for my sisters weddin so ill keep you updated =)

Friday, 2 December 2011

='(

oh god, right now i just feel like absolute shit, i dunno wat to do, recently i moved schools and well i really hate my new school, i just dont feel like i fit in. back in my old school i was popular and had loads of friends but this school is just sooo different from the old one.....its too different.
i hate it and it doent really help that i have extreme anxiety issues cuz i always feel like everyone is staring at me or talkin about me, which im pretty sure they are, they dont even fucking know me and they're already assuming things, i really cant put in words how upset i am right now i just felt like i need a way to get it out so i came here.


i just am soo confused and for the last few weeks ive been more depressed than ever because of this,nobody understands how i feel,ive cried my eyes out every day for the last week, god help me, someone please

Wednesday, 30 November 2011

imm gonna try to become size zero before the summer holidays which are in july, at the moment its november
ill update often and give tips and thinspo etc......wish me luck ill update how each day goes fingers crossed =)

Saturday, 26 November 2011

im gonna try to go on a raw food diet in a desprate bid to lose weight cuz it just feels like im puttin it on now uuukkkhhh. wish i could just be natrually skinnay

Friday, 11 November 2011

not all that greatt

my dad made roast chicken today, i ate soo much cuz it wass soooo delicious i think i went overboard though, obviously i did cuz afterwards i purged it all. im trying to stop but everytime i crack, its so hard to not purge, theses days i pratically live off tea and biscuits wish me luck for tomorrow though