far from perfect
Thursday, 12 January 2012
fasts
so ive decided to go on a 28 day liquid fast there seem to be many benfits of and i really need to lose weight for my sisters weddin so ill keep you updated =)
Friday, 2 December 2011
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oh god, right now i just feel like absolute shit, i dunno wat to do, recently i moved schools and well i really hate my new school, i just dont feel like i fit in. back in my old school i was popular and had loads of friends but this school is just sooo different from the old one.....its too different.
i hate it and it doent really help that i have extreme anxiety issues cuz i always feel like everyone is staring at me or talkin about me, which im pretty sure they are, they dont even fucking know me and they're already assuming things, i really cant put in words how upset i am right now i just felt like i need a way to get it out so i came here.
i just am soo confused and for the last few weeks ive been more depressed than ever because of this,nobody understands how i feel,ive cried my eyes out every day for the last week, god help me, someone please
i hate it and it doent really help that i have extreme anxiety issues cuz i always feel like everyone is staring at me or talkin about me, which im pretty sure they are, they dont even fucking know me and they're already assuming things, i really cant put in words how upset i am right now i just felt like i need a way to get it out so i came here.
i just am soo confused and for the last few weeks ive been more depressed than ever because of this,nobody understands how i feel,ive cried my eyes out every day for the last week, god help me, someone please
Wednesday, 30 November 2011
Saturday, 26 November 2011
Friday, 11 November 2011
not all that greatt
my dad made roast chicken today, i ate soo much cuz it wass soooo delicious i think i went overboard though, obviously i did cuz afterwards i purged it all. im trying to stop but everytime i crack, its so hard to not purge, theses days i pratically live off tea and biscuits wish me luck for tomorrow though
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